{"id":2347,"date":"2021-07-20T22:29:12","date_gmt":"2021-07-21T05:29:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.breakingcodesilence.org\/?p=2347"},"modified":"2021-07-21T14:30:16","modified_gmt":"2021-07-21T21:30:16","slug":"the-dead-inside-a-true-story","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.breakingcodesilence.org\/the-dead-inside-a-true-story\/","title":{"rendered":"The Dead Inside: A True Story"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-1 fusion-flex-container nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"background-color: #ffffff;background-position: center center;background-repeat: no-repeat;border-width: 0px 0px 0px 0px;border-color:var(--awb-color8);border-style:solid;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start\" style=\"max-width:1248px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-0 fusion_builder_column_1_1 1_1 fusion-flex-column\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\" style=\"background-position:left top;background-repeat:no-repeat;-webkit-background-size:cover;-moz-background-size:cover;-o-background-size:cover;background-size:cover;padding: 0px 0px 0px 0px;\"><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-1\"><p><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Dead-Inside-True-Story\/dp\/1492635731\/ref=asap_bc?ie=UTF8\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\">The Dead Inside: A True Story<\/a> <\/strong>\u2013 By Cyndy Etler\u00a0\u2013 I never was a badass. Or a slut, a junkie, or a stoner, like they told me I was. I was just a kid looking for something good, something that felt like love. I was a wannabe in a Levi\u2019s jean jacket. Anybody could see that. Except for my mother. 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